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ad kah awk mlik sye??ad kah cnte n aty awk hny tok sye??persoalan e2 tros bmaen d'pk'an ku..persoalan e2 tros membelengu ary2 ku..menanti dan tros menanti..aq hny ingn kn sbuah kebahgian bsme dgn nyer.. aq hny impi kn sbuah mhligai bsme dri nyer.. ktke ptme kli kpercayaan ku d'musnah kn.. aq tros saba mniti hari.. aq tros saba mnuggu sbuah pengakuan dr dye.. 

walau tnpe dri nyer.. aq msh ttp stie dgn cnte nyer.. aq msh ttp stie mnunggu dr nyer.. smpai satu ktke dye dtg kmbli myeri kn ary2 ku.. mgembali snyuman bhge y pena hilang satu ktke dlu.. cerita disuatu petang.......

sedang aq asyik membaca nvel mlik kwn ku, tbe2 hp ku b'bnyi "opsss.. akk.. niy sam larh akk.. npew kowl ain??".. soal ku kpd rkan serumah ku,kak yan.. aq pown ap ag.. owg y aq tgu2 da kowl, mst larh excited nk angkt an... walaupown no.hp dye da xad dlm hp book aq.. tp,aq ttp ingt no.dye wk2 dye kowl aq.. yewlh,spew ley lpe no.hp owg y dye syg an?? cm2 jgk nan aq.. hahahaha... urmmm.. aq angkt kowl dye............ "hello... hello... spew niy?? ".. hahaha.. kura2 dlm perahu btl larh aq niy.. hehe.. 'tup!' dye ltk hp.. dlm aty aq.. 'kureng btl mamat niy.. sjew nk anco an ptg owg.. owg ngah eppy2 niy,dye sjew nk wt aq feeling sad..' huhu.. oppsss.. tbe ad msg dr dye..

assalamualaikum.. niy spew yea??- dr dye...

wslam.. klu xtwu niy spew,cmne ley dpt no/hp niy??- balas ku

sye tgk no.hp niy ad dlm phone book sye ,tp xad nme.. sye jz nk twu niy spew.. lps niy sye xcntx awk ag.. sye arp awk fhm.- dr dye

niy ain.. ain syafinaz.. niy spew???- blas ku

awk xplu twu niy spew.. assalamualaikum..-dr dye

yea.. mmg sye xplu twu niy spew.. sbb sye xmgkn lpe suare 2.. -balas ku

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start dr ary 2 ,kteowg cntx blk.. dye explain kt aq ap y pena jd dlu.. npew dye wt smue 2.. urmm.. start dr detik 2.. mle larh kisah gembira dlm hidop aq.. kami mkin bhgie.. smue bnde y kua dr mlut aq mst psl dye.. cnte,syg, stie aq tok dye sowg jew... kami da jd mkin rpat.. kami pown da sllu cntx.. dye da xwt aq cm dlu ag.. aq bhgie sgt nan dye.. tp.. xlme lps 2....

"bhgie dpt chat dgn dye"... "bhgie dpt imbas knagan dgn c'dye" hmmm.. due2 statement y myakt kn aty aq.. wt ap aq stie klu awl2 aq da twu y dye syg kn ex dye ag.. hmm.. dye mnx aq jgn cntx ex aq.. tp.. dye?? adil kew smue niy wt aq?? skt kli k-2.. dye b'jye wt lke d'tmpt y sme.. thniah awk.. luke y awk wt pown da mkin dlm.. sye ske sgt lke kli niy.. sbb lke kli niy lbh parah.. sye pcye an awk.. tp.. niy y sye dpt hsl kpcyaan sye kt awk... sonok sgt.. dan akhir nyer..im change sye bkn sye... awk da bjye bls dndam kt sye.. thniah awk....